React vs respond-- do you get that dull feeling like me?

 

Each time a game occurs I am learning to respond better.. Yet there is that dull feeling that lingers when I choose to respond. I feel good a little later and even appreciate myself over the response chosen.. The intensity and frequency of my 'reactions' have dulled over the years..

Still that dull feeling lingers... will this fade away? yes i am sure.. What about you?